Found my grandmother's sermon notes from 1958

Went looking for a stamp and instead found a folder of my grandmother's sermon notes from 1958. She wrote in the margins like she was arguing with herself — 'too neat' next to one line, 'say this slower' next to another. I've been rereading them all afternoon, wondering if she ever felt as unsure as I do before a service. The handwriting is steadier than mine.